It'll be good to just do my own thing

In about 4 years later , I haven't been going in the direction that I've wanted to go fully. I've learned so much and the people there that I've worked with have been really great people. I just follow what they do and live the way they told me . But, honestly,  I need space, and I didn't get that. Since I'm in relationship with a boy and I’m coming to the college then i have so many kind of friend it was go go go, and do this and not do this. It's like I really have time to think about what I really want to do, and that's why it's like I just said I think it'll be good to just do my own thing.

It wasn't just the lifestyle that I left, I also left the way I learn or the way I faced everything in my life  that I had at the time too, because I felt like I need to know what I think. So many people are telling me what to do, so many people are saying this is what you need to do, this is what's going to make you fun, this is your way to faced your problem , this is your style. I didn't know what to do, I was so confused. And now it was like I felt like I could breathe now. It felt like I was finally breathing oxygen again because I didn't have that pressure anymore. And I think, this is the time for seriously looking to the future as a dentist.

"Life is not about finding yourself, it's about creating yourself. Don't worry about searching for who you are focus your energy on being the kind of person you want to be. You will not only find yourself, but chances are you'll be pleasantly surprised and proud of the person you find along the way." (David Archuleta)